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[September 29th, 2005 @ 9:14pm] |
ugh today was good. i was in a very good mood this morning i have to say.
first block was good missed most of it for a college visit with Curry College.
art sucks i can't draw. all we did was try to draw and crack jokes all class.
lunch went by fast like it always does. haha
i hate ms valley is all i have to say about 3rd block.
4th block was awsome we got out of class to watch this skit thing. it was good. i have to admit it was really good.
i don't think anyone really knew what to expect we all just thought josh and aldo were rapping. The whole school cracked jokes all day. myself included.
it was awsome though and they did a great job esp josh and aldo.
but it was good. not that you really care what i have to say ..
On that note
Tommarrows friday and its a half day :) it should be fun.
except for the mono part.
it sucks i have to go get tested for it. i am almost 90% positive i have it i have like all the symptoms....
tired all the time
sore for no reason
fever
swollen glands
really bad sore throat
never eating.
it blowssssssssssssssssss
well i am going to go get drugged up
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[September 28th, 2005 @ 9:28pm] |
I am feeling much better right now prolly because i am all drugged up.
I stayed home sick today and went to the doctors
even though it was a pointless trip.
the bitch told me what i already knew. that i am sick.
so if i don't get better by friday then i have to get tested for mono hopefully i get better because i don't want mono.
but i am tired all the time. i slept all day today and i am still tired.
and i have such a sore throat i can barely talk when i am not on drugs.
i sound like a man when i do talk
being sick blows.
tomarrow should be a good day. last full day of the week.
i hear we are having a assembly and some people will be rapping. so that should be interesting.
then i have to work tomarrow 2:30-5 and then practice till 6
i have soooo many hours this week i can't wait till payday :)
well i am going to go put away some laundry <3
i am so glad i am in a good mood :)
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[September 26th, 2005 @ 5:09pm] |
Things have been going pretty decent lately.
i lied.
I am sick and it really sucks, it just won't seem to go away. i just want some energy. thats all. i also don't do mondays
The weekend went by really fast but then again they usually do during school.
Booster day was fun.
we won again. were unstoppable. just try and stop us
sunday sucked i woke up thinking i was working for 5 hours but i got called in early and i had to stay late so i worked a 9 hour shift.
Thats really about it. i have a buttload of homework. i am doing the best i can to keep up in my classes.
i just don't know how i get by sometimes. I keep having these random breakdowns i had 4 last week. the last one was on friday at floatmaking. i just started crying over nothing. its so werid i know.
I know my lifes pretty boring right now and i don't have much to write about. I think i might go take a nap.
Maybe that will give me a energy boost.
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[September 16th, 2005 @ 10:33pm] |
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Well so i never write in this anymore and i really only do it when i get really really bored .. and well thats now
Today was a friday oh do i loveeee fridays and it was a half day beat that.
School went by super fast except for last block.. chris told me some bad news but it all ends up being ok now.
But boy i lost it. You know when u start crying about one thing and then everything just goes.. that one little thing just pushed me over the edge and everything made me sad.
it was werid i have never had that happen before
i am not a cryer.
Then after school me, rachel, and aimee went out to lunch at friendly's it was good and fun.
then i went home and napped and over slept and nikki had to wake me up when she came to pick me up haha
practice was fun for the most part. i love team bonding.
i am proud to say i am glad i played soccer this year. i can just feel the pounds melting off. haha
i didn't really do anything tonight because i am so sore and hurt from soccer and the car accident. My ankle and calfs hurt from soccer.
my neck, wrist and back hurt from the accident. but no worries its nothing bad i hope.
well my beds looking mighty good about now
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[August 22nd, 2005 @ 5:37pm] |
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Last night rach slept over and we played online and made alot of good food to eat.
we went to bed some what early like 1:30ish. but we could not get up this morning at all. my dad finally woke us up.
i drove my dad to springfield to get pool stuff. i drove on the highway for the first time today! a four lane highway at that and i went on the mass pike!
then i got home and me and rachel went and got our nails done and then we went to stop and shop to i don't even know why we really went there
then we stopped to see boola real quick just to chat.
then she brought me home and she is going to be back here around 6 pm and i think me nicole and haley and racho are hanging out i have no clue what we are doing.
tomarrow i have to work that sucksss
peace out
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[August 21st, 2005 @ 7:18pm] |
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i never write in my journal ever.. but i decided that i would update today because i am hella bored.
yesterday i hung out with rach during the day we went to get our nails done but it was super busy so we left cause we didn't want to wait.
then i had to work at 5:30 so i went home and got ready and what not then i had work it was good and went by wicked fast.
then me and rach and aim headed over to lukes house for his birthday partyyyy
it was aloott of fun. like everyone was there.
when we got there luke, mitch, chris, greg, simon were there they were drunk already so we had funn. well until the alchol got a little 2 heavy.
i just know that i think i caused alot of drama.
and i think i said something things that i wouldn't have said sober but i am glad i got the truth out. i dunno i think it was good.
i get real emotional when i have to much to drink. but i am deff staying away from southern comfort and yellow vitman waters for life. the sight of them makes me want to hurl.
today i worked 12:30 to 5:30 . it sucked with a major hangover. ugh i don't even wanna talk about it.
tonight i think me, hale, nik and racho are watching movieees.
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[August 20th, 2005 @ 11:32am] |
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[August 7th, 2005 @ 7:53pm] |
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so i basiclly never write in my livejournal at all anymore. i am now grounded for a week because i got caught drinking. it was bad
i had AT LEAST 10 shots i was out of control i think i blacked out because i don't remember a thing.
today i had to work from 12:30 to 5:30 it actully wasn't that bad at all it went by sorta fast. Rachel came in for like the last hour and a half so we could catch up.
When i got out we went to Four Leaf. Ryan was working :-p.
then we came back to my house for a little bit but she had to leave in case my parents came home because i am grounded. I can't believe they let me go out.
Tomarrow i have to clean the house and i am going to tannn. my face is peeling like crazy from FL. i am sad because it looks horrible.
And i am also on a strict water fast. no more icecream for me. i can do it.
i need to lose weight
well i might go read a book. most likely not.
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[July 7th, 2005 @ 7:20pm] |
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Dear Josh
i made a big mistake. and everyone knows it even you know it most of all.
i was scared i was new to having someone say those things to me or tell how much they liked me. i was scared so i backed out thinking i would be happier the way things used to be.
i really did care for you. yeah i may not have showed it as much as you did but i do care. alot. i wish i could take so many things back in my life i always make the biggest mistakes.
i wish that you could forgive me but i know that you can't and i don't expect you to after what i said and how i hurt you.
i have spent so much time thinking about you. i wish i could talk to you and tell you how i feel but i can never get up the nerve to call you and if i do i call you leave a voice mail and never call you. i hope that you read this so you know how i feel i don't expect you to care but i just want you to know how i feel.
i do care so much about you and i wish that i could take back what i did because i was so happy with you. i just didn't thikn that i was. now that i am not with you i am more unhappy then ever. i like you so much i just want you to know
have a nice life
love, sarah
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[May 26th, 2005 @ 11:00pm] |
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